My Brother.......

 Missing you punni........wish you could have been here..........

We have grown together....shared happiness and sorrow together........shared good and bad times together......had fun together......have worked hard together to achieve few things in life........But never told you anytime.....how much Iam proud of you.......

you were always a topper in your class....

you have got the best pals as your friends......

you cleared the most toughest UK exam at your first attempt.....

you have your own clinic....your own practice.....
you have 5000 patients at your practice.......

you have your own house......

you have married such a wonderful and beautiful girl.........

you have sweet little angel....Boo Boo...Jisha...

you have your own two cars.........

you are the best son to your parents......

you are the best brother I have from God......

you are always there beside me when Iam in need.....

you make me smile when Iam down......

what more can I ask from you.....?

you are the best.......YOU ARE MY BROTHER.....and 

I AM PROUD OF YOU........

I still remember when I held you in my hands when you were born.....(lalitha aunty put you in my hands)...

Time flies but the bonding we share will never change......

God bless you.......Love you.......Be happy........

Transformation.......

Life is nothing but transformation.......

when a worm turns into a butterfly....it transforms itself with the pain and comes out of the cocoon.....If anybody tries to help the worm in breaking the cocoon the worm dies while it is growing its wings.....otherwise which would be ready to fly......After pappa has left ......Life is in the process of  transformation.......The pain and the struggle Iam going through is absolutely left to me.....I dont expect anybody's interference or help..........I will never forget those hands which held my hands and made me learn to walk...,those hands which fed me.....those warm hugs when I was needy.....those assurances when I was down....that soul which truly loved me....,forgave all my mistakes.....those tears, cried along when I cried.....missed me when I was not around......grew me,fed me, loved me......You have not gone anywhere pappa...I have come from you and you live always with me......I will never forget the lessons you have taught me.....that whatever happens ,happens for good......your simplicity is mightier than any words or actions.....Iam going to imbibe whatever you have taught me.......This transformation what Iam making will be life changing....help me pappa....give me the courage..,hold my hand, and make me pass through this time too....for I need to travel far far away....and with out your help its not easily possible.......near or far ,I love you pappa always.......